Saturday, September 9, 2023

WHEN I'M DEAD Review

Author: Hannah Morrissey
Series: Black Harbor #3
Publisher: Minotaur Books
Release Date: Oct. 31, 2023
Order Link: Amazon

Many thanks to Minotaur Books for an arc

This review is published in Mystery & Suspense Magazine

One girl murdered. Another one missing. And a medical examiner desperate to uncover the truth in the latest Black Harbor mystery by acclaimed author Hannah Morrissey.

Review:

My introduction to Hannah Morrissey's taut, descriptive prose was in HELLO, TRANSCRIBER, the first book in the Black Harbor series.  WHEN I'M DEAD is book three, and I'm delighted to say the author's raised her game to yet another level rendering a gripping, highly atmospheric story sure to keep readers up late burning through pages.  Strap in for this one, and I advise you to leave the lights on!

 WHEN I'M DEAD is a gripping, domestic crime story concentrated around a family in crisis.  Rowan, the town medical examiner, and husband Axel, a homicide detective, have demanding professions that command their attention at a moment's notice much to the chagrin and resentment of their moody teenage daughter Chloe.  When her parents are called away in the middle of her performance in the school play, they leave Chloe with another thoughtless, impulsive apology and instructions to get a ride home with their neighbor.  Heartbroken and in tears over them choosing work over her yet again, Chloe chooses to walk home alone in the dark not realizing her parents are investigating the brutal murder of one of Chloe's friends.  Rowan arrives home later expecting to find her daughter asleep, but Chloe is nowhere to be found.  It's apparent she never made it home.  Someone is murdering teenagers . . . is Chloe a victim?  Rowan recalls her daughter's last words to her as they left her crying in the theatre - "you'll love me more when I'm dead."   A premonition or warning?  They have one dead girl and another missing and as readers soon learn, Rowan has dark secrets of her own.  Has her past come calling?

 Dark, gritty and highly visual, WHEN I'M DEAD unfolds through multiple points of view via alternating chapters which are riveting.  The narrators include Rowan, Axel and Libby, the next-door neighbor's socially awkward daughter who is bullied at school.  Morrissey sets the perfect spooky scene with Halloween approaching, haunted houses, and falling blood red leaves adding to a dark tone of malice suffocating a fading, rundown town many people dream of escaping one day.  The pace escalates steadily as accusations surface about Chloe and her friends implicating their involvement in some unsavory activities, leaving her parents shell shocked and wondering if they ever knew their daughter at all.  The author does an excellent job keeping readers off-kilter by shifting focus to several red herrings as the list of suspects is ever changing.  The characters are complex and believable, having little trouble earning readers' empathy with their increasing anxiety and desperation.  Morrissey is proving to be an expert at creating highly atmospheric scenes that threaten to swallow characters and readers up as they maneuver all the dark twists and turns on the way to the shocking climatic ending. I'll admit to having the killer on my radar but was never one hundred percent sure until the big reveal.

 WHEN I'M DEAD is a well-crafted, heart pounding thriller sure to keep readers on the edge of their seats.  The author's ability to strand characters and readers in super creepy, haunting scenes sets off warning bells that increase as the story progresses.  Fans of highly atmospheric crime thrillers are going to love this one.


Synopsis:

On a bone-chilling October night, Medical Examiner Rowan Winthorp investigates the death of her daughter’s best friend. Hours later, the tragedy hits even closer to home when she makes a devastating discovery—her daughter, Chloe, is gone. But, not without a trace.

A morbid mosaic of clues forces Rowan and her husband to question how deeply they really knew their daughter. As they work closely to peel back the layers of this case, they begin to unearth disturbing details about Chloe and her secret transgressions…details that threaten to tear them apart.

Amidst the noise of navigating her newfound grief and reconciling the sins of her past, an undeniable fact rings true for Rowan: karma has finally come to collect.

Monday, September 4, 2023

The Heiress Review

Author: Rachel Hawkins
Publisher: St. Martins Press
Release Date: January 9, 2024
Order Link: Amazon 

Many thanks to St. Martins Press for an arc of this title.

Review published in Mystery & Suspense Magazine
5 Shocking, Bleeding Hearts

Review:
THE HEIRESS is a deliciously wicked, bone chilling, highly addictive gothic suspense thriller masterfully crafted by author Rachel Hawkins.  The story is utterly captivating, meticulously plotted and nigh on impossible to put down.  Clear your schedule for this one, and above all else, remember it's not over until it's over.  

THE HEIRESS centers around the infamous McTavish family, a rich, prestigious, multi-generational family living in Ashby House high in the Blue Ridge Mountains reigning over the town of Tavistock, North Carolina.  At the heart of the family is the now deceased, notorious Ruby McTavish, the larger-than-life matriarch who rules the estate and the town in life and death.  Once suspected of having murdered four husbands, sharp witted, beautiful Ruby has been surrounded by dark secrets, gossip, and suspense her entire life, starting when she was kidnapped as a toddler from the forest surrounding Ashby House only to be discovered eight months later residing with a family in a nearby town and returned home.  Over the years, Ruby ignored the rumors and innuendos that persisted, relishing in the fame, power and protection the family wealth afforded her.  Having remained childless, she eventually adopted a son, Cam who was shocked and dismayed to learn he inherited everything including the ominous house and nine figure income upon her death.  Turning his back on his inheritance and aunt and cousins who have a lifetime right to reside in the mansion, Cam escaped to Colorado choosing to spend the next ten years etching out a living teaching while truly happy with his wife Jude.  It's only under extreme duress that he returns to Ashby House after his uncle's death to settle affairs of the house and family once and for all.  While Jude is immediately smitten with the house and obvious wealth that is rightfully theirs, Cam struggles to hold it together as the dark secrets and skeletons he left behind when he fled the premises are waiting, and it's clear they aren't finished with him yet.  The story that unfolds is insanely intense, mysterious, sinister and absolutely riveting.

THE HEIRESS is hands down one of the best domestic/gothic thrillers I've read in some time, skillfully intertwining two timelines together over generations to tell a story of greed, entitlement, power, love and hate.  Alternating chapters and timelines are brought together with Ruby's letters affording readers access to the appalling true story of the life of the scandalous widow.  The story is narrated from three points of view - that of Cam and Jude in the present and Ruby in the past via chilling, remorseless letters left behind telling the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the sordid truth.  Her story is stupefying, heartbreaking and outrageous.  Hawkins has an amazing gift for creating empathy for characters with questionable actions by allowing readers to get a peek at the motivations driving them.  Be prepared to be shocked when character's scandalous actions and secrets surface clueing readers into their malevolent intent while setting a tone dripping with malice and bad vibes.  Unfolding at a fast pace, the story is driven by the unsettling, highly atmospheric setting of a house with secrets and skeletons hidden within its claustrophobic walls, leading readers to wonder if anyone will survive.

Rachel Hawkins has penned what I believe to be her finest work yet in THE HEIRESS.  Meticulously plotted with brilliant characterizations, this story never stops shocking readers even in the final pages when you think you've finally learned the whole ugly truth only to realize this author isn't quite finished astounding you yet.  From the first page to the last, THE HEIRESS is a stunning, gripping tale of suspense that ranks among my favorite reads of 2023 thus far.  Highly recommended to fans of domestic and/or gothic suspense thrillers.  Do not miss this one!

Synopsis:
When Ruby McTavish Callahan Woodward Miller Kenmore dies, she’s not only North Carolina’s richest woman, she’s also its most notorious. The victim of a famous kidnapping as a child and a widow four times over, Ruby ruled the tiny town of Tavistock from Ashby House, her family’s estate high in the Blue Ridge mountains. In the aftermath of her death, that estate—along with a nine-figure fortune and the complicated legacy of being a McTavish—pass to her adopted son, Camden.

But to everyone’s surprise, Cam wants little to do with the house or the money—and even less to do with the surviving McTavishes. Instead, he rejects his inheritance, settling into a normal life as an English teacher in Colorado and marrying Jules, a woman just as eager to escape her own messy past.

Ten years later, Camden is a McTavish in name only, but a summons in the wake of his uncle’s death brings him and Jules back into the family fold at Ashby House. Its views are just as stunning as ever, its rooms just as elegant, but coming home reminds Cam why he was so quick to leave in the first place.

Jules, however, has other ideas, and the more she learns about Cam’s estranged family—and the twisted secrets they keep—the more determined she is for her husband to claim everything Ruby once intended for him to have.

But Ruby’s plans were always more complicated than they appeared. As Ashby House tightens its grip on Jules and Camden, questions about the infamous heiress come to light. Was there any truth to the persistent rumors following her disappearance as a girl? What really happened to those four husbands, who all died under mysterious circumstances? And why did she adopt Cam in the first place? Soon, Jules and Cam realize that an inheritance can entail far more than what’s written in a will––and that the bonds of family stretch far beyond the grave.

Sunday, September 3, 2023

HER SWEET REVENGE Review

Author: Sarah Bonner
Publisher:  Grand Central Publ.
Release Date: Sept. 5, 2023
Purchase Link: Amazon

Special thanks to the publisher for an arc.

Review published in Mystery & Suspense Magazine

Murder is best served sweet!

Review:
Sarah Bonner's sophomore novel HER SWEET REVENGE is the gripping follow up to her debut thriller HER PERFECT TWIN.  Written in dual timelines with multiple points of view, the story unfolds in "parts" that build one upon the other.  The format is such that it makes it difficult to discuss the plot line without spoilers, however, the synopsis gives an excellent overview of this story.  Otherwise, it's important to go into this one blind and experience this sordid tale first-hand.

The first half of HER SWEET REVENGE focuses on Helena's story in 2018.  She's happily married to Edward and the owner of a successful business of her own making.  Life is good other than Edward's dysfunctional, wealthy family with the proverbial dreaded mother-in-law who revels in interfering in Helena and Edward's lives.  Edward's mother had someone else in mine as her future daughter-in-law and takes every opportunity to let Helena know she's second best.  As Helena's frustrations with her mother-in-law grow, she has a serious lapse in judgement and does something in secret that changes the course of the family's future.  She shares her secrets with her best friend Thea who lives in the UK . . . and with one other person, her new friend who makes a point of commiserating with her.  When threatening notes begin appearing, Helena realizes someone knows what she's done, and they're now blackmailing her.  She has no choice but to follow the blackmailer's directions to keep Edward and his family from learning the truth.  When tragedy strikes, Thea and readers are charged with figuring out who's responsible. 

The second half of the book concentrates on Helena's best friend Thea in 2022 as she promises to get to the bottom of what happened to Helena and seek justice.  She devises a plan she shares only with her new friend Jenn and begins the process of doling out some sweet revenge.  When Thea begins receiving the same threatening notes that Helena had received, she knows she's made someone very nervous.  It now appears Thea's life is in danger.  The story that unfolds is twisted, tense and quite convoluted.

HER SWEET REVENGE is an intriguing story of family drama and the devastating effects of dark secrets and their ability to destroy lives.  It's also a story of trust or the lack thereof, greed and revenge.  Bonner's choice to render the story in "parts" via dual timelines and multiple points of view is highly effective in allowing readers the opportunity to get inside both main characters' heads and establish empathy for them even when they cross a line.  The plot line's extremely complex with twists and turns that lead to mini shockers while racing towards an explosive climax that may surprise some readers.  While I was able to figure out where this story was headed early, the ever-increasing pace and ominous tone and warning notes kept me burning through pages to see how it would all play out.  Bonner does a fantastic job of characterizations, adding to the overall believability of the mind-boggling events as they unfold.  I suspect readers will be split over the surprising ending, but I applaud the author's decision to leave the door cracked open when it comes to one of the main players instead of going with a cut and dried style ending.

HER SWEET REVENGE is a gritty, gripping, intense domestic thriller with a few unique twists.  Fans of domestic style thrillers with revenge themes will enjoy this one.  Highly recommended to readers who love clever, twisted, addictive suspense thrillers.

Synopsis
Secrets and lies ruin lives.
Two women receive the same anonymous note.
For one it's a threat.
For the other it's an invitation for revenge.

Helena is beautiful, successful, and living in married bliss in Exeter. But she's hiding a secret that could tear her perfect life apart. When the notes begin to arrive, she realises someone else must know. But what might her husband and his overbearing family do if they find out the truth?

Thea is reeling from her best friend Helena's death. But when she starts digging into the circumstances, she receives a threatening note warning her to stop. She knows her friend's death wasn't an accident. This was murder. And she is determined to get revenge. And everyone knows, it's almost always the husband . . .

Wednesday, August 30, 2023

THE COWORKER Review


Author: Freida McFadden
Publisher: Poisoned Pen Press
Release Date: Aug. 29, 2023
Purchase Link: Amazon

Special thanks to Poisoned Pen Press for an arc.

This review first published in Mystery & Suspense Magazine

The Coworker is a tense, unputdownable thriller from New York Times bestselling author Freida McFadden that explores the dark ways the past can echo through the present―with deadly consequences.

Review:
THE COWORKER is an intriguing workplace thriller that pits two coworkers against each other in a twisted story of deceit, lies and secrets.  McFadden tackles some weighty subject matter including the power of past secrets to destroy as well as workplace bullying and the devastating consequences that can result when it crosses a line.  This story features a character exhibiting several traits of autism, although she's never identified as such, and highlights the insensitivity and brutality often directed at people who others perceive as different or strange.  There's a lesson for each of us within the pages of this book.

 This thriller unfolds through the points of view of two coworkers, Dawn Schiff and Natalie Farrell.  Dawn is an accountant - unique, awkward, anti-social, highly observant, possibly autistic, and a stickler for punctuality with an obsession for turtles that she oddly appears to identify with.  Don't you wish you had a shell to withdraw into when you need to escape?  On the other hand, Natalie is the office golden girl - a beautiful, social butterfly who isn't above using her appearance to get what she wants.  As the top salesperson of the office, she's the boss's obvious favorite in more ways than one.  Everyone loves Natalie . . . or do they?  The office staff, who include Natalie's boyfriend Craig and best friend Kim, are often heard making hurtful jokes at Dawn's expense.  Do they think she can't hear them?  When Dawn fails to show up for work one morning at her normal time, Natalie is shocked and left with a growing sense of dread.  A mysterious phone call with a crypted plea for help convinces her to go by Dawn's house to check on her. Natalie's discovery fuels an investigation and turns unwelcome, accusatory eyes on her.  It isn't long before accusations of bullying start flying, and evidence of a crime starts piling up. What happened to Dawn Schiff?  Is Natalie a friend or foe?  The story that follows is an intriguing game of chess with two unreliable narrators telling their side of the story. It's up to readers to decide who to believe.

 THE COWORKER is a chilling, twisted psychological thriller that is rendered via two extremely unreliable narrators making it nigh on impossible to decide who the real villain is.  Several plot twists keep readers on their toes and second guessing themselves.  Part of the story is revealed through emails from Dawn to a mysterious friend living across the country that are highly effective in creating doubt in the minds of readers as well as that of law enforcement.  The author's choice of dialogue is simplistic, lending a childlike quality to some conversations, and given the state of mind of some characters, it's quite effective in keeping the storyline authentic.  While the story gets off to a slow start, things quickly start popping with one twist after another, and there's no avoiding the growing sense of malice in both Natalie and the readers.  Part of this sordid tale isn't hard to figure out as I did early on, however, the author saves a few shockers for both characters and readers for the ending.  I suspect readers will be split on the way this eventually plays out, but I enjoyed the author's twist on justice in the end.  Is it believable?  Is justice served?  You decide.

 THE COWORKER is a unique thriller that takes a hard look at toxic coworkers and workplaces with an eye on the disastrous consequences that often result from office bullying.  While it's easy to brush it off as "joking", the long-term mental effects on those who may be the subject of bullying are heartbreaking, sad and sometimes deadly.  Author Freida McFadden has given us all something to think about.  Highly recommended to fans of psychological thrillers and domestic and workplace thrillers.

 Synopsis:

Two women. An office filled with secrets. One terrible crime that can't be taken back.

Dawn Schiff is strange.

At least, everyone thinks so at Vixed, the nutritional supplement company where Dawn works as an accountant. She never says the right thing. She has no friends. And she is always at her desk at precisely 8:45 a.m.

So when Dawn doesn't show up to the office one morning, her coworker Natalie Farrell―beautiful, popular, top sales rep five years running―is surprised. Then she receives an unsettling, anonymous phone call that changes everything...

It turns out Dawn wasn't just an awkward outsider― she was being targeted by someone close. And now Natalie is irrevocably tied to Dawn as she finds herself caught in a twisted game of cat and mouse that leaves her who's the real victim?

But one thing is incredibly somebody hated Dawn Schiff.

Enough to kill.

Tuesday, August 29, 2023

The Quiet Tenant Review

Author: Clemence Michallon
Publisher: Knoph Publ. Group
Release Date: June 27, 2023
Purchase Link: Amazon

Many thanks to the publisher for an arc of this title.

ONE OF THE MOST ANTICIPATED NOVELS OF 2023 - "A bravura feat of storytelling...a daring and completely satisfying mystery." --James Patterson, #1 best-selling author

A pulse-pounding psychological thriller about a serial killer narrated by those closest to him: His 13-year-old daughter, his girlfriend—and the one victim he has spared.

Review:  
THE QUIET TENANT is a bold, gripping thriller that I found hard to put down, and I suspect this one will prey on my mind for some time.  There's a haunting quality to it, an eerie, ever-growing sense of malice that surrounds and almost suffocates you with claustrophobic vibes.  My advice to other readers is to go into it without reading any spoilers as I did, allowing yourself to experience it first-hand.

Aidan Thomas is a well-liked, friendly, helpful man who's admired by his friends and neighbors.  Unfortunately, it's all a facade, a veneering that hides a dark and evil side.  In truth, Aidan is a serial kidnapper and killer who's responsible for the death of eight women and is holding his ninth victim in a shed behind his house.  Rachel was kidnapped five years ago and knows she's presumed dead.  Her desire to live; however, is strong and readers will learn she's not quite as complacent and brainwashed as Aidan believes.  She's learned a few things about manipulation over her years of captivity and does what's necessary to survive.  When Aidan's forced to move with his thirteen-year-old daughter Cecelia to another residence, Rachel gently nudges him into deciding to take her along, introducing her as his old friend and new tenant.  Rachel now has the opportunity to interact with Cecelia for brief periods of time when Aidan lets her out of her room.  Cecelia adores her father, but she's Rachel's only chance at freedom.  Does she dare tell Cecelia the truth, or will it be signing her own death certificate?  Meantime, Aidan is courting his next victim Emily who is smitten with the handsome widower.  The story that ensues is a dark, emotional, heart-pounding masterpiece.

THE QUIET TENANT is a bit unusual in structure and delivery, switching between narratives from chapter to chapter and multiple points of view.  At first, it feels a bit choppy or disconnected, but as the story takes off the sharp prose and short chapters are highly effective at building tension and trepidation in characters and readers.  Michallon takes time to set the scene with a steadily increasing pace driven by a malevolent tone that grows darker page by page.  Points of view include Rachel, Cecelia and Emily, affording readers intimate knowledge of each woman's thoughts and views of the truth as they know it.  Rachel's perspective is particularly disturbing as one might expect as she begins pushing boundaries seeking a way out of her never-ending nightmare, and the author does an outstanding job of relaying her desperation while keeping a small spark of hope alive.  It's easy for readers to question her choices at times, however, no one can really know the psychological impact of being held captive for so long with the fear of death looming every single day unless you've been there.  All characterizations are brilliantly rendered, multi-layered and believable.  Through twists and turns, the author manipulates readers and characters towards an ending most won't see coming.   

THE QUIET TENANT is a dark, gritty, highly disturbing thriller that's sure to haunt my nights for some time.  Beyond being a fantastic thriller, this story speaks volumes about a woman's strength and will to live and survive the trauma and psychological aftermath of such a horrific ordeal.  It's an amazing story of the feats possible when women bond together to stand as one against abuse.  While THE QUIET TENANT is a somber read, I love that it's also a story of hope and survival.  Highly recommended to fans of psychological thrillers and so-called "women's fiction" because this is a story showcasing the many strengths of women, both individually and together.  I found THE QUIET TENANT to be an impressive debut from author Clemence Michallon.

Synopsis:
Aidan Thomas is a hard-working family man and a somewhat beloved figure in the small upstate New York town where he lives. He’s the kind of man who always lends a hand and has a good word for everyone. But Aidan has a dark secret he’s been keeping from everyone in town and those closest to him. He’s a kidnapper and serial killer. Aidan has murdered eight women and there’s a ninth he has earmarked for death: Rachel, imprisoned in a backyard shed, fearing for her life.

When Aidan’s wife dies, he and his thirteen-year-old daughter Cecilia are forced to move. Aidan has no choice but to bring Rachel along, introducing her to Cecilia as a “family friend” who needs a place to stay. Aidan is betting on Rachel, after five years of captivity, being too brainwashed and fearful to attempt to escape. But Rachel is a fighter and survivor, and recognizes Cecilia might just be the lifeline she has waited for all these years. As Rachel tests the boundaries of her new living situation, she begins to form a tenuous connection with Cecilia. And when Emily, a local restaurant owner, develops a crush on the handsome widower, she finds herself drawn into Rachel and Cecilia’s orbit, coming dangerously close to discovering Aidan’s secret.

Told through the perspectives of Rachel, Cecilia, and Emily, The Quiet Tenant explores the psychological impact of Aidan’s crimes on the women in his life—and the bonds between those women that give them the strength to fight back. Both a searing thriller and an astute study of trauma, survival, and the dynamics of power, The Quiet Tenant is an electrifying debut thriller by a major talent.







Tuesday, August 22, 2023

Gone Tonight Review

Author: Sarah Pekkanen
Publisher: St. Martins Press
Release Date: Aug. 1, 2023
Order Link: Amazon

Special thanks to St. Martins Press for an arc.

Review published in Mystery & Suspense Magazine

Review:
GONE TONIGHT is a riveting suspense thriller penned by author Sarah Pekkanen.  Fans will recognize the name as half of the award winning, dynamic writing duo Pekkanen/Henricks.  GONE TONIGHT is Pekkanen's first solo venture in the thriller genre, and the result is a gripping tale centered around the relationship between a mother and daughter and how well they really know each other.  The story that unfolds is compelling, heart pounding and captivating.  

 Mother Ruth has spent a lifetime protecting her daughter from a past she fled as a pregnant teenager - one her twenty-four-year-old daughter Catherine knows nothing about but is beginning to question as she prepares to leave their home to begin her nursing career in Baltimore.  Unfortunately, Mother Ruth is displaying early signs of Alzheimer's making Catherine leery about leaving her alone.  With no known relatives to turn to for help, she cancels her plans to move.  Frustrated with her mother's continued refusal to discuss her past or reveal the identity of Catherine's father, she begins checking up on her mother's activities and finds some puzzling inconsistencies between what her mother says and reality.  Suddenly, the close relationship that's always existed between mother and daughter becomes awkward and strained as each are forced to look at the other differently. Since Catherine's birth, it's been just the two of them against the world, but with each secret Catherine uncovers she's left wondering if she ever knew her mother at all.  Ruth will do anything to keep her daughter close and her secrets buried to protect her, and Catherine will do anything to find the missing key that opens the door to the past revealing what and/or who her mother is hiding.  When it's all said and done, their world will change forever. 

 GONE TONIGHT is an addictive, tension laden thriller that unfolds through the dual points of view of mother and daughter, giving readers insight into both unreliable characters' thoughts and plans.  Readers are privy to Ruth's emotionally charged backstory as they hear her words read from journal entries foreshadowing the potential threat Catherine's unknowingly unleashing with her covert probe into the past.  Pekkanen utilizes short, choppy chapters with mini cliffhangers to entice readers to keep turning the pages without stopping and believe me, it's highly effective.  The pace escalates with the rising tension as layers are peeled back and secrets revealed with danger creeping ever closer.  The author does a fantastic job of exploring the complexities of a mother daughter relationship and utilizing them in weaving a dark, twisted story that explodes into a shocking climax.  While GONE TONIGHT starts off a bit slowly allowing readers time to tune in to the situation, it soon grips readers by the throat refusing to let go until the final astounding page.

 Sarah Pekkanen has crafted a stunning, well-structured and paced suspense thriller delivered via unreliable narrators.  The exploration of the many facets of mother-daughter relationships, especially when riddled with half-truths and secrets, lays the groundwork for a highly emotional, immersive suspense thriller.  GONE TONIGHT solidifies Pekkanen's place as a solo artist in the genre.  Highly recommended to fans of suspense thrillers.


Synopsis:
Catherine Sterling thinks she knows her mother. Ruth Sterling is quiet, hardworking, and lives for her daughter. All her life, it's been just the two of them against the world. But now, Catherine is ready to spread her wings, move from home, and begin a new career. And Ruth Sterling will do anything to prevent that from happening.

Ruth Sterling thinks she knows her daughter. Catherine would never rebel, would never question anything about her mother's past or background. But when Ruth's desperate quest to keep her daughter by her side begins to reveal cracks in Ruth's carefully-constructed world, both mother and daughter begin a dance of deception.





Wednesday, August 16, 2023

BEFORE YOU FOUND ME Review

Author:  Brooke Breyfus
Publisher: Sourcebooks Landmark
Release Date: Aug. 1, 2023
Order Link: Amazon

Special thanks to the publisher for an arc of this title.

Review published in Mystery & Suspense Magazine

From Brooke Beyfuss comes a tender, deeply emotional novel exploring trauma and healing, love and family, and the impossible lengths we'll go to protect the ones we love, even at the expense of ourselves.

Review:
Author Brooke Beyfuss's sophomore novel BEFORE YOU FOUND ME is the highly emotional follow-up to her astounding debut AFTER WE WERE STOLEN and destined to be just as popular with readers.  A heartfelt domestic suspense novel, this story is brilliantly crafted and delivered.  While the story is dark and heavy, a message of light and hope shines through.

Rowan McNamara flees a physical and mentally abusive relationship with her boyfriend after his latest assault lands her in the hospital.  While determined to press charges this time, she escapes to a friend's vacant home in a small New England town for safe harbor until she can make her way to her estranged sister's home in Oklahoma.  Orphaned at an early age, Rowan was separated from her sister and grew up in the foster system leaving her no one else to turn to for help.  While recovering at her friend's house, Rowan meets next door neighbor Lee who appears friendly albeit wary.  Not long after, she meets Lee's eleven-year-old, battered and bruised son Gabriel - an obvious victim of child abuse who's been locked in their basement ever since his mother's death three years prior.  Rowan and Gabriel communicate through a basement window when his father is not home forming a friendship based on mutual need.  When Rowan finds Gabriel bloody and in extreme pain from yet another brutal beating, she's outraged and quickly forms a plan to disappear with Gabriel to Oklahoma.  The story that ensues follows Rowan and Gabriel as they begin settling into a new life while learning to live, love and trust again.  With one eye on a brighter future and another on the danger they know is coming from their past, they deal with the repercussions of their trauma while living with the ever-present fear of being hunted down by their abusers.  It's soon crystal clear their battle for freedom has only just begun.

BEFORE YOU FOUND ME is an intense, gut-wrenching and heartfelt story about two wounded souls, both victims of traumatic abuse, who become survivors and allies in a fight for the future they richly deserve.  Beyfuss has a gift for creating characters that speak directly to readers' hearts by earning their empathy and respect - the kind of characters that linger long after the final page has been read.  While this story isn't always easy to read, it delivers a powerful message about the ability of humans to survive and flourish in the aftermath of pain, confusion and fear that comes from being horribly betrayed by someone in a position of power and trust.  The author sets an escalating pace that rises as the danger and threat of being tracked down escalates.  I enjoyed the secondary story of the broken, strained relationship between Rowan and her sister as they work to mend burned bridges between them, eventually coming to an understanding.  The importance and meaning of family, whether chosen or by blood, is emphasized as are the implications and long-term effects of domestic violence and child abuse on survivors as the author explores these themes with grace and respect.  As one might imagine, BEFORE YOU FOUND ME is a dark, disturbing read; however, through it all the author focuses on the light at the end of the tunnel - the hope, love and kindness that comes with healing and daring to trust again.

BEFORE YOU FOUND ME is a beautifully rendered, highly engaging and compelling story about the bond formed between two survivors of abuse who are charged with learning and accepting the true meaning of compassion, love and family as they reveal just how far they'll go to protect those they love.  While this book is dark, the author does a fantastic job of balancing the darkness with the light that comes with hope.  Fans of domestic suspense novels and stories that tug at the heartstrings are going to enjoy this story.

Synopsis:
How far would you go to save a child who isn't even yours?

Before You Found Me explores the unlikely bond that develops between two abuse survivors and takes a deep dive into personal sacrifice, morality, and the healing powers of family―both blood and found――from the author of After We Were Stolen.

Rowan McNamara doesn't open the door to her new life―she's thrown through it. Following an explosive argument with her abusive fiancé, Rowan runs. With no family except for her estranged sister, Celia, Rowan takes refuge in an idyllic New England town.

There, she meets Gabriel, the eleven-year-old son of her neighbor, Lee. Lee is welcoming, friendly, and a little too helpful. But Gabriel is a mystery: withdrawn, often bruised, and only willing to speak to Rowan through his basement window. When she discovers that Lee has kept Gabriel imprisoned for the past three years, Rowan is desperate to save him. Fueled by outrage and empathy, she abducts Gabriel and flees to her childhood home in rural Oklahoma, determined to raise him as her own.

Together they battle nightmares, curious stares, and Celia's constant disapproval. But when Lee begins haunting more than their dreams, Rowan and Gabriel realize they stopped pretending to be a family a long time ago. Their bond is just as strong as blood, and they're willing to do anything to protect one another.